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Friday, October 23, 2015

Hide. Fucking Hide.

Go and run.
Hide.
Life is so close and you run away.
What happens when they're right?
What happens when they're right about life...

Fuck you.
Fuck you- voices taming my mind-
No that's what you tell me.
Tamed.
Fuck you.
My mind is out of control.

I have no chance.
Body. Mind. Heart.
Cold. Fat. Wrong.
I'm still fucking hurting.
You look away like everything is
fucking
fine.

I smile once and everything is fine.
I cry twice and much
as each smile.
So fuck you-
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.

Go.
and Run.
and Fucking Hide.
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